#13 Just....

I'm trying to plan what clothes to pack for my trip next week. Ended up I chose 4 out 6 red colour or red base color clothes. Need to change back. *Crying*

#12 Anniversary

May 12, marked 2 years I was left in this world without a mother by my side. 2 years goes by so fast. Pejam celik pejam celik. Feeling like just few days ago I last saw her.


I'm still missing her so very much. Every single thing in life seems to remind me of her. Food, flowers, tv shows, actor/actresses. Is there a time limit for this 'missing'?


My mother might not be the best mother in the world by some other's standard. But she was the best mother for me. If, one day, God gives me the chance to be a mother myself, I wish I could be a good mother like she was. I will give all my loves to my children. I wish I can inspire them in life. I wish I can protect them through the harshness of life and world. I wish I can guide them to the good path of life.


Mom, where ever you are, I'll always going to miss you, remember you and pray for you. may we meet again, someday, in the other world.Wait for me.


Note: The white flower above, I don't know the name. But my mother loved it.

#11 Roof

Snapped this when I was bored waiting for my friend in changing room.Roof of one of the big shopping mall here in the city.

The lighting made the photo a bit dark. The only light other than the colored lamps were from the glass panes. You can see from the glass panes that the weather outside was cloudy. About an hour after, there were a heavy pour of rain.

Oh.. The accidental model on the brige. :)

#10 Wild Flower

The flower that not many took notice or bother to take notice of it.
The reason of existence is vague. Is it unintentionally grow there or intentionally?
Some found it facsinating and embrace the beautiful color and sight its provide.
Some found it bothersome and useless and chopping it down without even take a minute to enjoy the beauty of it.
How can you call something useless just simply because you do not know the use of it?

#9 Poor my friend

Why the title as such and butterfly? When I was re-sizing this picture, my conversation with my friend early today popped to my mind. and I think I want to use this picture just because of that.

About my friend, she was telling me how her just-become-ex-boyfriend calling a quit to their relationship. And his reason is he found some one more beautiful than my friend and a bit younger too.

What!!

That guy and my friend were in 3rd year relationship. Whenever I saw them together, I always thought that they going to end up in marriage-department. I guess I was wrong.

The guy seems like a nice guy. So for him to use that excuse to breakup with my friend is a bit unexpected. I asked my friend whether she misunderstood him, then she forward me the message the ex sent her. He really did use that excuse. and he sent text?

Apparently, the new girl working next to his office and they were going out for few weeks already.

Poor my friend. She trusted the guy so much and never in her imagination that he will do this.

I am worry about her. I hope and pray that she wont do anything stupid.

Stay strong girl.

#8 3rd Anniversary

Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life.

Confucius

I can’t believe I forgot my 3^rd anniversary joining this company.

3 years seem to pass by so fast. 3 years ago, I was unemployed, doing some part-time projects with my uni friends. Then one of my ex-colleague informed me, there was an opening in her company, so I passed my resume to her, got interviewed and walla.. Now here I am.

The job specs here not that different with my previous job. Only here I am more focus of system development while before I was like everything. Designer, developer, tester, QA and trainer. However the user’s scope much smaller compared to my current job. Here wider users range and widen business scope. 

I have colleagues all around the globe. Though not all in communication term. Training at 7.00am is not out of ordinary. Tele-conference is basic. English is a must (though I'm bad at it)

Still this job has its ups and downs. 

Wonder how much longer I will be here. Will it be 4th or 5th anniversary?

#7 Reflection

“Reflect upon your present blessings -- of which every man has many -- not on your past misfortunes, of which all men have some.” 
― Charles Dickens, A Christmas Carol and Other Christmas Writings


When you look into the mirror or on the water, have you ever question the reflections that you saw there?
Who is that? Is that you? The real you? What is the real you?
Some people only come up with lots of criticism of the who they saw I the reflection.
Some people only think of 'how good and gorgeous and wonderful' .
To me it should be a little bit of both. Too much criticism will demotivate and depress you.
And thinking only the good of you makes you arrogant and self-absorb.
So balance of both is nice, isn't it?