#32 Day 12/365 : Final day of 2012

Looking back at the year, there are things in my to-do-list that I failed to accomplished. But I am still grateful for the little things that I managed to see through.
There are things I regretted. There were happy times. There were sad times. There were wishes that I dragged since last year but still have to push to next year.
I have not some up with my wishes for 2013 yet. I wonder what will it be.

#31 Day 11/365 : Last Sunday of 2012

Spending my time today, on a beautiful last Sunday of 2012 at the beach near my parents' house. Accompanied by my niece who totally ignoring me after we reached the beach. :-)

It was a beautiful sunny Sunday which nowadays we rarely can see one. Currently, we are in monsoon season. Raining almost every days and the last 5-6 days, floods worsened at many places and forced families to evacuate their house and go to the shelter.

For that reason, I was very grateful of a yet again, beautiful day today.

I regretted that I didn't bring my camera. So the photos below courtesy of my Sony Ericsson handphone.

The end part of the land is actually a fishing port. You can see a small fishing boat near it. If you cannot see it then maybe need magnifying glass.

That is Pulau Kapas or Cotton Island. it has another name but I forgot. During monsoon season, it is not recommended to go there even by big boat. The big waves are very deadly. Serious.

The other side.

Note: 3 photos above kind of having different colour base. It was not because of filter (though I did touched a bit). It was because of the timing and because of the location of the sun and clouds at the time.
Amazing.

Some seashells. Not much as always. I think it was because of the big and strong waves that washed it to and from the beach.

My partner-in-crime. She was trying to dig holes so that when the waves big enough, it will bring seawater and fill her holes. She jumped happily when that happened but sadly, the waves also destroyed her holes. Well, she can always dig new one.

#30 Day 10/365 : My hometown

I am back at my hometown for the new year holiday. I passed this place early morning today. This place used to be a bus station for local bus. During my schooling time, this was the place where I waited for buses to bring my home. This used to be or still is a busy road. Now it is a one-way road.

Now this is not bus station anymore but a taxi stand. The yellow cars in the picture are local taxi. Bus station is cross the road at a bigger and more modernized station.

Bring lots of memories from my teenage years......

#29 Day 9/365 : Surprise outcome

This photo is a surprised outcome. I snapped it with my handphone while waiting for the bus. I was bored, restless, impatient and hot. Sweat dripping. I took out my phone and snapped. I didn't checked the result until I was home. And I like it.
Not a normal happening to me. Most of the time, I thought I shot a good picture but ended up frustrated.
Imagine how happy I am.

#28 Day 8/365

Flower.. again..

#27 Day 7/365 : Innocence

Sometimes when you think the world is too ugly, too many bad and evil things, then you saw a kid, you see an innocent and you realized there are still hopes for a better world.

I watched a football competition near a local mall. Though I knew none of the participants, it was kind of exciting. Under the blazing sun, it was refreshing watching kids under 12 years old, playing with their best to win the matches. And of course, their family giving full supports outside the field.

It was fun watching the kids, it was fun too standing among the 'supporters'. Fun? Yeah. You could hear all sort of words of encouragement, and definite cursing.

Is the referee blind?

If the referee taking side?

What the hell the goalkeeper doing?

Why the defences stand like a stick?

That should be penalty?

Or more 'violent' words...

I want to kick the referee.

I want to poke that kid.

I want tear the referee's eyes.

!@&!^*#&^!*# (not safe to write)

Like I said, refreshing..

#26 day 6/365 : Holiday

I am not celebrating Christmas. But still a holiday for me. Happy Holiday!!

#25 Day 5/365 : Peaceful

 

A peaceful day today with everyone in the office in a glee holiday mood.

#24 Day 4/365 : Weekending at Comic Fiesta

This was where I spent my weekend. At Comic Fiesta. Full of colors, cosplay, anime-related stuff and some awesome performances. I was having fun. I didn't remember when was the last time I had this kind of fun.

Will post some cosplay later.

#23 Day 3/365 : Be cautious

Tell Snow White to be careful of Red Apple

No matter how tempting it is

Never accept it from stranger.

#22 Day 2/365 : Festive

At local mall. Festive time. Shopping. Family gathering. Festive food. I love the festive food the most since this is the time where some cuisines are served and hard to find at other time.

#21 Day 1/365 : New challenge

In between my busy time with works, I was thinking of doing something challenging. I have listed a few ideas but later on dismissed most of it.

Finally one idea has been chosen. I was interested in it for long time but have no confident that I can carry out which is making 365-days photo challenge. I have to post a photo a day every day for 365 or a year.

Why do I think this is not an easy task for me to accomplish while it is easy enough for most people? One thing is my internet connection sucks big time either my broadband or my phone. Second and most of all, I have this bad habit of procrastinating. A very bad habit that from years ago and until now I cannot overcome.

Right now, I have nothing that I can look forward to every day. My life is quite boring. Well, very boring actually. I rarely hanging out with friends anymore especially since the number of friends that I can hang out with keep decreasing.

I am easily depress now.  Losing my mother somehow contribute a bit I guess. Since that sad day, I feel like I lost a bit of myself and lost my confidante. There lots of thing/problem I cannot express to anyone anymore. All buckled up inside or me. Most of the time, I sleep to avoid myself thinking too much. Hence I think my health, physically and mentally, suffer a bit. Deteriorate every day.

So at least with this challenge I hope I can heal myself a bit. And of course to have something to look forward to every day.

To a new challenge.

#20 Chocolate anyone?

Cold. The weather outside + office's air cond + my not-so-healthy-state contributing to me being almost freezing at my desk.
Guess time for coffee break. Or rather choco break since I already had coffee for breakfast and lunch already.

#19 Calling..

Always a way to call your loves one

Why hesitate

Why wait

Why making excuses not to

May you not be too late

Because you just would never know