#94 Day 74-75/365 :Weekending

I was unable to update because of my busy schedule and I wasn't well last weekend.

But on Sunday, I was determined to breathe outside air. 3 days in the house not good for me.

Last week was a bit too much for me.

I was in very heavy stressed because of works and colleague.

For almost 10 years I was working, this was one of the most heavy pressure I ever had.

Maybe 1-2 occasions because of my ex-boss that have bring such pressure.

But this was the hardest in the new company.

In 4 years.

The extreme to the extend, I got headache everyday. Back pain. Stomach ache. Name it.

I didn't dare to go to see doctor because I was afraid of the diagnose. 

I know these symptoms.  I just don't want the confirmation from doctor.

Luckily, there was weekend, that I can start breath easy for awhile.

Though I was sick, the weekend interval still most welcomed.

The drop after a heavy raining last night. The air so refreshing.

It was like the rain swept and cleaned away the poluted, the smog, the haze, the dirk from the air.

#90 Day 70/365 : Simple things..

Coincidentally, I snapped a random shot of a potted plant 

that looked simple and normal and random

but it can give a different ambient to a space.

Coincident I said, because today I did some things that seems simple 

with less thought but some got different appreciation from others.

I helped picked a book and a file for a lady, 

and she smiled at me with the brightest and sincerest smile,

I felt like I did a very big heroic thing.

I saw a common acquaintance and said Hi to her,

and her expression changed from gloomy to a smiley face,

like she didn't expect it.

I was too busy that I didn't plan to go out for lunch.

Yet I did went out accompanying a colleague 

when I saw her like in desperate need of break.

Then she thanked me, 'for a wonderful lunch'

she said.

And later when I was coming back from work,

it was raining quite heavy,

I stretched my umbrella a bit to offer a little shelter for a lady,

while waiting for our turn to get onto the bus.

Though not much help, and we both still getting wet,

yet again, a sincere smile and thank you were given to me.

Simple things, cost no money, not much effort,

well, maybe a bit of wet,

guaranteed me with beautiful, sincere, bright smile.

What else can I ask to make my day.

Thank you. 

#84 Day 64/365 : Just being me..

I don't know what to call myself or describe 'me'. No ambition? Too low self-esteem?
Maybe all of that.

Today a friend was talking about how she thought that she needed professional help regarding her 'problem' of cannot be spontaneous in public speaking. Whether during presenting projects or during q&a in meetings.
she said she needs notes most of the time.

All these times, I never good at public speaking. Presenting project always a hell. Answering questions during meeting always giving me heart attack. Though I have ideas, I never be able to fully convey the ideas. And sometimes, I can even made people more confused with my explanation.

And yet, never have I thought about seeking professional help.

So, really, back to the question. How to describe myself?

#70 Day 50/365

A random shot of grass and moss on a hill.

#54 Day 34/365

It's not that we surrendered our life to fate 

but sometime we can only plan but fate get in the way. 

God's will.

But never to blame the fate.

It will get you nowhere.

#52 Day 32/365 : Green

Hectic days at work since last week. We had many projects due today. So coding and coding and coding. Finally after 6pm today, we can have easier breathes.
Tomorrow will another new cycle. I hope we have bigger gap till next project due.

#16 With Character

This was a shot when I was in Kuching. In Orchid Garden and yes, those were orchid roots plus with not sure what plant's root. My guess, those especially at the pot were parasites.
Does it matter?
Not for me. The different kind and origin of the roots somehow giving different sorts of character to the photo. Don't you think.