#94 Day 74-75/365 :Weekending

I was unable to update because of my busy schedule and I wasn't well last weekend.

But on Sunday, I was determined to breathe outside air. 3 days in the house not good for me.

Last week was a bit too much for me.

I was in very heavy stressed because of works and colleague.

For almost 10 years I was working, this was one of the most heavy pressure I ever had.

Maybe 1-2 occasions because of my ex-boss that have bring such pressure.

But this was the hardest in the new company.

In 4 years.

The extreme to the extend, I got headache everyday. Back pain. Stomach ache. Name it.

I didn't dare to go to see doctor because I was afraid of the diagnose. 

I know these symptoms.  I just don't want the confirmation from doctor.

Luckily, there was weekend, that I can start breath easy for awhile.

Though I was sick, the weekend interval still most welcomed.

The drop after a heavy raining last night. The air so refreshing.

It was like the rain swept and cleaned away the poluted, the smog, the haze, the dirk from the air.

#93 Day 73/365 :Sunset..

The sunset shot was taken from the last time I went outing with me close friend on a trip we called  'appreciating nature'.

I missed this kind of outing. But nowadays, everyone busy with their lives.

This kind of trip has becomes one of the luxuries that we rarely can afford and spare.

#92 Day 72/365: Strawberry..

   A gift from a friend.

Thank you..

#91 Day 71/365

Here we go with random shot of the day...

#90 Day 70/365 : Simple things..

Coincidentally, I snapped a random shot of a potted plant 

that looked simple and normal and random

but it can give a different ambient to a space.

Coincident I said, because today I did some things that seems simple 

with less thought but some got different appreciation from others.

I helped picked a book and a file for a lady, 

and she smiled at me with the brightest and sincerest smile,

I felt like I did a very big heroic thing.

I saw a common acquaintance and said Hi to her,

and her expression changed from gloomy to a smiley face,

like she didn't expect it.

I was too busy that I didn't plan to go out for lunch.

Yet I did went out accompanying a colleague 

when I saw her like in desperate need of break.

Then she thanked me, 'for a wonderful lunch'

she said.

And later when I was coming back from work,

it was raining quite heavy,

I stretched my umbrella a bit to offer a little shelter for a lady,

while waiting for our turn to get onto the bus.

Though not much help, and we both still getting wet,

yet again, a sincere smile and thank you were given to me.

Simple things, cost no money, not much effort,

well, maybe a bit of wet,

guaranteed me with beautiful, sincere, bright smile.

What else can I ask to make my day.

Thank you. 

#89 Day 69/365 : Rose...

Dear Blog-sama,

How was your day today?

I was very busy. Dateline on 20th but too many unfinished tasks. 

I would be more relieve if those are individual tasks.

But most need other colleagues.

Luckily for me, today was a bit peaceful day in the office.

I can work with minimum hindrances.

Hopefully I can finish on time.

#88 Day 68/365

Small white that usually used to complete a bouquet.

On its own, not really favored by most.

#87 Day 67/365

eating lots of these since yesterday..

#86 Day 66/365 :The lake

The scenery I'll see if I want to get better health.

This is the lake of the park that I usually went for jogging.

#84 Day 64/365 : Just being me..

I don't know what to call myself or describe 'me'. No ambition? Too low self-esteem?
Maybe all of that.

Today a friend was talking about how she thought that she needed professional help regarding her 'problem' of cannot be spontaneous in public speaking. Whether during presenting projects or during q&a in meetings.
she said she needs notes most of the time.

All these times, I never good at public speaking. Presenting project always a hell. Answering questions during meeting always giving me heart attack. Though I have ideas, I never be able to fully convey the ideas. And sometimes, I can even made people more confused with my explanation.

And yet, never have I thought about seeking professional help.

So, really, back to the question. How to describe myself?

#83 Day 63/365 : A bouquet

Another bribe?

A bouquet of lovely and vibrant roses never failed to lift up your mood.

#82 Day 62/365 : Kitty named Snow

Dear Blog-sama,

My apologies for neglecting and missing lots of post. I was away since last week.

With limited access to internet plus too much stuff to do, I have no choice.

To bribe you, I give you my sister's kitty named Snow.

The darling of my sister's family.

I will try to be good and post more frequently and not failing this 365 project.

Love sincerely,

Anna