#57 Day 37/365

My tired ugly feet after a very long walk..

#56 Day 36/365

     “We sit silently and watch the world around us. This has taken a lifetime to learn. It seems only the old are able to sit next to one another and not say anything and still feel content. The young, brash and impatient, must always break the silence. It is a waste, for silence is pure. Silence is holy. It draws people together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking. This is the great paradox.”

- Nicholas Spark 'The Notebook'

#55 Day 35/365 : Away..

*from our hotel balcony at Pulai Spring Resort

     I was away on a trip to south with my sister. I haven't been to this part of the country for many years So I was really looking forward to the trip.

     The plan almost cancelled because my sister had fever a day before, and not yet fully recovered on the planned day. But my brother-in-law who was our designated driver proposed to continue for the trip. My sister as was bed-ridden for 2 days. He thought that it might be a good thing to get out of the house for a change. Luckily, he was right. My sister did getting better.

   
    I planned to take lots of photo during the trip. Unfortunately, I wasn't really a real photographer or jurugambar tegar. I did not take that many pictures. I was merely enjoying the trip. Enjoy the change of air. The change of scenery. The long drive..

**will talk about the trip in next post..

#54 Day 34/365

It's not that we surrendered our life to fate 

but sometime we can only plan but fate get in the way. 

God's will.

But never to blame the fate.

It will get you nowhere.

#53 Day 33/365

Was unable to update yesterday and will be unable for more days since I will be on a trip with my sister. Not good for this 365 project isn't it? But so far, I have surpassed my expectation. From the beginning I know I wont be able to update too frequent but until today I have posted more that I can imagine I will.
I have to be even more frequent, isn't it?
If someone asked me, what can I achieve with this 365 thingy? I am not out to impress anyone. I just want  something to do. Plus once a while pouring my heart is good to release some of the stress which I know a lot bottled up in me.
What actually worth of this? My satisfaction.
That's all and that's enough.

#52 Day 32/365 : Green

Hectic days at work since last week. We had many projects due today. So coding and coding and coding. Finally after 6pm today, we can have easier breathes.
Tomorrow will another new cycle. I hope we have bigger gap till next project due.

#51 Day 31/365 Another Monday

Something new today?
Nothing. But I am not demotivated.
A bad start which I totally blamed the Monday Blues 'desease'. I was a bit grumpy (a bit??).
Then I managed to block all the annoying noises and concentrated on my work.
I solved 4 out of 5 issues in my list-to-solve-today.
I has an enjoyable lunch with a colleague.
A good news from a friend saying she safely arrived home.
Ate 2 pieces of Ferrero Rocher.. Yummy!!.

Sad thing for today, I have to depart with my $45 for last week office dinner.
All in all, I am still grateful for today.

Green froggy I found during netsurfing.

#50 Day 30/365

My breakfast today.. Canned baked bean. Don't tell me it is healthy or not.
The most important thing I was very hungry and this is the easiest breakfast I can prepare today.
Yummy....

#49 Day 29/365

Note to myself...

#48 Day 28/365 : Pathway

What is your compass to guide you to the correct path?

What would you do if you compass failed?

What would you do if the path not as your expectation? 

How you evaluate the path as correct?

Is it because it follows your wants?

Or because it follows the social wants?

#47 Day 27/365

And all the glitters!!

#46 Day 26/365 : Durian

Just want to post one of my favorite fruit... :)

#45 Day 45/365 : Perfect!

Is there anything as perfect as a porcelain doll?

Perfect is very subjective, isn't it?

So who has the right to define perfection?

#44 Day 24/365 Blooming

I just love flowers. What can I say..

The beauty.. The colours.. The smell..

It can give different mood to a space.

Though not the meaning.. I never really care about the meaning..

#43 Day 23/365

 A weed that may not have a meaning to most 

but significant to some.

#42 Day 22/365

End of the day does not mean end of everything.

Might be a pause.

Might be preparation of new beginning.

What's your end of the day means?

#41 Day 21/365 : Lenses

See the world through the lenses.

Don't be afraid of what you might see.

Be it good, be it bad.

Just embrace it and face the challenge..

#40 Day 20/365 : Yummy/A treat

Still not feeling well although not as high temperature as yesterday. Runny nose and headache plus today, sore throat. (I feel like I kept repeating myself).

So, this was a treat for myself after a long day today.
I do believe we should always reward ourselves once awhile. If nothing that can be call an achievement, to me, it is enough that I survived the day without major breakdown.
Appreciate ourselves more even for littlest thing.

#39 Day 19/365 : Niece/Judging

     My niece digging into Baskin Robbins, ignoring everyone else.

When you getting older, you wish to have the freedom of being yourself, without anyone judging you. Though, sadly, world not working that way.
I tried to be true to myself. But, ignoring others perception, was not something I can do all the time. Is thare anyone who can totally be as such?

#38 Day 18/365 : I need a hug!

Maybe because today is Monday and there goes Monday blues.
Maybe because I am still not feeling well, with stuffy and running nose, fever residue, headache and lethargic.
Maybe because the air-condition in the office was so strong leaving me chilly the whole day.
Maybe because I got so much thing to do but cannot 100% focus.
Maybe because a colleague that keeps asking me something without checking for himself first.
Or maybe just simple reason that I just not in the mood.

For what ever reason or maybes, I just need a hug that can make me feel better. But sadly nobody gives it to me.

#37 Day 17/365

Being sick since Friday and then through the whole weekends totally not a fun thing. I'm easily get sick lately. Even though I've been taking extra supplements as recommended by doctor, nothing changes.
Need to do something about this ASAP.

#36 Day 16/365

One of my hobby is staring at the sky or the sea.

Very peaceful.

Calming.

Blessed.

And making me feel near to the Creator.

#35 Day 15/365 : Windows

When I woke up this morning I asked myself:What are some of the secrets of success in life??

I found the answer right there in my very room. 

The FAN said - be COOL. 

The ROOF said - aim HIGH. 

The WINDOW said -see the WORLD. 

The CLOCK said - every MINUTE is precious. 

The MIRROR said - reflect before you ACT. 

The DOOR said - push hard for your GOAL. 

And dont forget, the CARPET said - KNEEL down & PRAY. 

**found this somewhere but forgot where and by whom

#34 Day 14/365 : My dream

My dream is to one day stand, 

on the most top of the mountain. 

Is the dream too high 

and ambitious for me?

#33 Day 13/365 : Love and Peace

        Bits of my wishes for the new year and coming. Too many wars. Too many killings. Too many violence in the yesteryear. May we have a blessing future fills with love, peace and harmony.

**this is supposed to be yesterday’s entry but I have problem with my pc. So today going to be 2 posts.  It is not cheating. I still haven’t missed any days. I already written this. Just the posting part failed. ;-)