In between my busy time with works, I was thinking of doing
something challenging. I have listed a few ideas but later on dismissed most of
it.
Finally one idea has been chosen. I was interested in it for
long time but have no confident that I can carry out which is making 365-days
photo challenge. I have to post a photo a day every day for 365 or a year.
Why do I think this is not an easy task for me to accomplish
while it is easy enough for most people? One thing is my internet connection
sucks big time either my broadband or my phone. Second and most of all, I have
this bad habit of procrastinating. A very bad habit that from years ago and until
now I cannot overcome.
Right now, I have nothing that I can look forward to every
day. My life is quite boring. Well, very boring actually. I rarely hanging out
with friends anymore especially since the number of friends that I can hang out
with keep decreasing.
I am easily depress
now. Losing my mother somehow contribute a bit I guess. Since that sad day, I feel like I lost a bit of myself and lost my confidante. There lots of thing/problem I cannot express to anyone anymore. All buckled up inside or me. Most of the time, I sleep to avoid myself thinking too much. Hence I think
my health, physically and mentally, suffer a bit. Deteriorate every day.
So at least with this challenge I hope I can heal myself a
bit. And of course to have something to look forward to every day.
To a new challenge.
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